Lachrymose

There is aloneness, and there is loneliness. Aloneness doesn't turn into loneliness unless we feel there is someone or something missing in our lives.

I am feeling very lonely today. I don't know why. I feel like talking to my friends, but then I don't know what to talk.I feel like calling my mom and hear her voice but I don't know what's stopping me?. The weariness in my heart stings...and it stings hard. I can sense my eyes getting moist and I am trying hard to refrain the innocent drops from rolling down my cheeks.

And while I am undergoing the eclectic emotions,my extensive retrospections revealed the answer...

I have never been to a confession room in a church. People say it's the place where one confesses to one's heinous sins and misdemeanors and God condones them.

I have a confession to make... probably three... maybe four... or more than that, I... I don't know. All I know is that I am going to do it because I have now realized the cause of my sadness...

Beginning...??

I had never cerebrated that it would be such a long hiatus when i will pen down something in the blog. But the current lassitude and my laggard attitude proscribed me from writing something.

In order to thwart any refraining actions by my concomitant Indolence, just mentioning some lines , which would motivate me to always come back here and write .

Though this was not my motif behind creating a blog, as it is supposed to be a vent and medium for the copious misdemeanors and mistakes done by me in the past, but then i think in order to do that I should have the motivation to come back again, which probably the following lines no matter how extraneous to the motif of the blog can revive...


Without saying a word, you steal my heart.

I'll find happiness by your side, I can't stay apart.

My life tastes sweet now, since you walked through that door.

When you wrap your arms around me, I know I've found my shore.


Sweep through the streets of my mind, like a gentle spring.
Walk through the corridors of my heart, fill the caravan of my dreams.

I sway to the song of your soul.

Without saying a word, you steal my heart

I'll find happiness by your side, I can't stay apart